The Unpainter

The Cadence of Congruity
(Arshia Qasim, Artist)

Live poetry.  Beauty is what is carelessly spilled over the top of a drunkards wine cup. Not in gluttony or want, but rather appreciation. A sated appreciation of those who can appreciate thirst. Beauty is the mess we leave in our excitement, it is the distraction to a colorless canvas.

In the time of our ripening the Divine Designer saw a pail blue sky before any knew blue, and the invisible wind that tears the eye… He saw the snow before it fell, your art before its conception – Al-Bari, Al Musawwir, Al-Khaliq.

He has made our mouths into windows, our fears into walls. He has turned our gaze into doilies, our love paisley and has lain stepping stones of amethyst polished thin by the soles of our own shuffling feet. With a mere kiss, we create windows to see, with an all seeing kiss, we are shown blinding light. And so, each work of art is a shielding of the eyes, a warm breeze through a cool shadow, a black pepper edged silhouette on a multi-hued horizon of apple, tangerine, pomegranate, saffron, and turmeric.

His design work does not begin before nor after the brush is dragged; He is the steadiness throughout the stroke; can your hands, dear artist, feel the warm cupping of His? You are the mundane canvas painted on the Divine canvas – you are the receiver of your own compassion – there are two layers to every painting, yours in as many colors as you are prepared to discover, His in all colors that have ever existed or shall. Your frame is a frame within His.

Yes, this is live poetry; this is the irretrievable release of a sweet perfume. Our hearts are non-forsaking canvases – they resist none of what we offer, they do not turn-away mistakes. The carpenter is remembrance, the architecture is prayer of forgiveness; not for what is done, but how it’s done.

So many layers, so many strokes of the brush, not one made with malice or envy or lust. You have mixed clay and water and painted walls, then windows, and then stepped through and for every side of a window and wall, there is another apart from you. The “unpainter friend,” the one who uses opaque acrylics to unpaint empty walls into murals and then into these, windows. You have made hearts into portals through which all to see from either side of, or beneath the threshold. You have unpainted away hopelessness.

Through the phosphorous window of a writer I go in, and through the door of the painter I come out… each click, a heaping spoon eased through wanting lips. A thirsting brush, a parched canvas. We nourish ourselves not on desire, but on what desire brings… this is how we know… we do not miss what we cannot have, we miss what we are given.

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Misshapen

You are there
at the end of my misshapen words,
syrup drizzled fatigue and pliant,
I’m draped over well shaped thoughts,
made of frozen tears from angels crying.

Only a pen to unbury your secrets
I’ve dug many holes across this desert.
No treasure on these pages, afire.
Thirsty, but I fear a drink
would cure me of my desire.

Tired, but fearful
that respite beneath a shade tree
will cure me of my wandering,
from following the trail of words
across my heart, all the while pondering.

This anguish puts me beside a realm
yet of which I am not apart from.
On the edge of your shadow,
wishing for One light.
It is not natural to feel pain,
it is just a misshapen requisite.

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When in Silence, Comes

Portrait by Nasser Ovissi

When in silence, comes
she whose heartbeat scatters stars
for his ghosts to follow
flicker out lost loves
fall away,
this susurrus
to humble ears, hear not promises
made of fairy dust.

One is kept away from you,
one comes too near,
one is lost in buds to bloom,
this one has taken perch to swoon.

Sound and silence await the other,
a mockingbird’s desire,
when singing another’s voice
hears its own,
to what song does he aspire?

Hers, ’tis hers he thinks he seeks
in every love he mimics,
sounds sought in another’s heart
echo endlessly within us.

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Awaiting this

Wave the hand of consciousness
to reveal what lies beneath the mist of thinking.
That realm of obscurity,
where faith is a wick;
knowledge, its wax; and the Beloved,
the igniting breath.

We read the words and seek their meaning,
like waist deep anglers on silent morning ponds,
hawks orbit high above the prairie floor.
They see the meaning beneath the water’s surface,
slender secrets hiding in grass blades.
Those who see, see.

Awaiting this. With each trudging thought,
the moment was released gently to the wind
and softly on the farthest forming wave.
And every dawn thereafter he patiently waits
for the return, never knowing
which of the endless waves might deliver.

And each day at dusk
she waits serenely for arrival
in the rustling of the forest canopy
not knowing that somewhere
in the verdant everywhere,
could be this one
silent
leaf.

 

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Sound and No Sound of Waves

Slashes of pale
blue behind clouds.
While, wind and tide repeat the pattern
of things bumping into one another.
A metronome, all ticking without end.
Who can fathom where it began.

I thought last night,
ocean waves combine
in sound and no sound,
they comprise,
tides, to meditate and listen
for the silence in the crashes.

Purling crests in sweet diminuendo
rolling toward waiting shores,
collapsing in a crescendo
of midnight murmurs, only heard
by being there beside them.

And while I am not
there, I hear the marching echelons.
I hear my soul in harmony
with a distant melody.
There is always music rising from
white caps on the sea.

I can be distant
and I can be near all at once.
This is how we listen to music
and the interwoven
sound and no sound of the waves.
You understand.

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Show Me Your Face

Of all the eyes I’ve gazed into,
each pair was a lens that converged
the same single light from so far within them;
In my squinting quest,
they must have thought me mad.
But is was only in Your eyes
that I beheld the reflection of my own depth.
This was how I knew.

I imagined You
in her breath,
in his hand clasped on my shoulder.
What You saw as my loving eyes upon another,
was only a request
to show me Your face,
show me Your face again.

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The Absence


Part I – The Absence

In the silent strike of her haunting hours
she slowly stirs, wakes, and sways
from a drunken fog
to awoken dreaming
He beckons across a midnight lake
and says,
“Come beloved, wash the confusion
from your heart…”
I wrestle in the skin of intimate thoughts
as if to fulfill something so carnal and desirous,
’tis just the journey toward a long sohbet.
I do not like this absence,
if even a brief breath
in the suffocating density.
But what do I deserve in partings stead?
Of what presence am I worthy?
I’ve turned to some unseen and unheard relief
in the direction of the Divine and
the Divine turns me right back to me.

Part II – The Talk

Ah, to talk
and forget our feet
and the path we walk
and the sound of earth
crunching below the soles of our shoes.
To strip the mind of formulations
and gears and clinks
of cogs and to just eschew
all but this deep listening
in floating sounds that resemble words
and sentences that, like music, slip
through the lingering pauses of quiet lips.
To recite with wild gestures and
where birds listen, then
in chorus join.
To release, to understand
and so doing,
realize our existence.

Part III – The Walk

To amble and never stop
for long enough
to know where we are
or not
and thus,
to get lost and leave little time
to return home before darkness.
And that feeling we find
of “My God what have we done,”
and to feel fear for wandering too far
only to realize then
the comfort of having this friend
by our side; one whose hand
never lets go,
who pulls when we hesitate and
grips tighter when in doubt.
This on a fall day with you.
We walk and talk, I am
with you, even when without.

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The Aperture


I’ve surveyed the heavens for immeasurable treasure
well beyond reaches of mankind’s endeavors.

The quest is tricked by our limited views
of mysteries disguised as discovery’s clues.

We artists create what we seek to reveal
as our hearts alchemically turn dreams into real.

Scouts of awareness on the paths toward tomorrow
dispelling the memories of yesterday’s sorrow.

Lo’ we are the brushes for God’s great portraits,
dipped in the paints of each others’ rich palettes.

The dusk sky is spotted with lanterns and crescents
and here my essence of being seeks a being of essence.

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Out There

Out there,
just over the bruised horizon
is another year disappearing.
Out there on the western edge of remembrance,
something is always disappearing.
I look into this seascape with a forlorn feeling
and yet an enigmatic foretelling.
The curl and crash
of this wave is not the last,
nor the next;
no, many a million ages’ crest
has rushed and collapsed
here on these shores. I’ve memories
to be made and forgotten
of boundless encounters.
I close my eyes
against these night fallen skies.
Our cold gray clouds darken
and weary lids drop.
Another wave,
another deepening shade
and we shutdown. I know.
I know tomorrow will be the beginning
of forever…again.

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Company on the Path

Rumi warned to never travel alone on the path. Yet I look around and find great and silent company everywhere. Still something is missing. Jami said “if you have never trodden the path of love, go away and fall in love and then come back and see us [for guidance]…” I’ve fallen clear through love, from its eyes to the bottom of its feet. Others spoke of a pain in the heart of yearning for God… I can scarcely distinguish love from God, lover from beloved. I am flirting with the eyes to a door, imagining myself on one side, but where I belong being on both sides and in between. Perhaps I am the reflection and every door a mirror. I’m lost to my world, it’s flavorless, even the chores before me remain meaningful. While lost at home, I’m home in ways I cannot adequately describe – strangely at peace with this being lost and something tells me there is a danger in this.

I read and words pour into my heart, which is always a size larger than what there is to be read. Each book ends like a first glass of wine – I’m not drunk or dizzy… Just warm and quiet. I speak when I need to, eat when I need to, exercise when I need to… I’m taking care of two of me. All that can be said has been said, the words are a flock of birds, shifting this way and that. Pretty patterns in murmuration formed by elation as their purpose.

“Know that whenever something permeates another it is assumed into the other.” (Al-Arabi) If the composite is to suffer, that of which it is comprised suffers. The grass eaten by the cow, becomes as much of the cow as the cow becomes the grass.

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