Prey Animals (12/20/06 coming home from Australia)

In the lost ends of a long field,
the creature stood –
brushed in a bristling mahogany coat,
dusted with honey and java.
I could only stand there swaying
imperceptibly on the dying grass.
From his flanks, a slight swirl of steam
lifted into the winter air and
without a note, disappeared
into the heavy sky.

How inconsequential his state,
to the legacy of his stance.
How endless was the moment
that only 20 paces
separated us in time and species.
Yet connected, not understood.
How inconsequential my stance…
Was he dreaming what I was?

Still as the blades of bear grass
broken through the frost, he stood,
and I followed the contours across steep pasterns,
climbing strong foreleg,
rolling over the withers
and then across to the only sign of life
flickering in the fields that dusk.
No stone could have rippled the quiet waters of his eyes –
honey-pnd long lashes,

 

These almond pools with a shiny sliver on black,
A gold shard that reflected off a terracotta sun,
somewhere melting over the bush country of another continent.

 

If it were not for the fury in my heart,
I’d not have heard a pin drop into the Indian Ocean
We stared endless not in time, but in depth.
And it was so quiet, I could hear the hissing of the grasses,
He could hear the rushing of my own blood.
But Neither of us stirred as we moved,
the missing words from this monumental sentence
transcended the message.

 

It was a moments on it’s way out
From the time it arrived.
And no sooner had I reached out my hand,
Then he was gone.
With only that familiar cadence –
Thundering across the pasture.

 

And my mortality and limitations
Lunged upon me
Ripping the subconscious from the bone
Gnawing on the flesh of simply being human.
When talking of the spirit of a man and horse
We are all prey animals.
And so we run.

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Promise to be Safe (the old boat prose)

Wraught in BoatPromise to be safe and ponder with you heart
Breathe deeply and fill your eyes
Be clarity in the sands
Venture with your mind into the white caps.

An old remembrance of a boat,
adorned with palm fronds and dusted with fine white sand
Resting like a native islander,
who froze in mid-sleep while catching his breath

Curls of sun-bleached blue paint barely clings to the hull.
The gunwales pitted by caked sea salt and crumbling barnacles
And in the foreground, the dead keel lying in state
held up by two saw horses,

On top, a bucket of shellac lying on its side,
its contents spilled and dried
with a crusty brush glued to the lip – unable to roll
Nothing moves in the sea breeze,
except a few ribbons of shredded gray canvas
Caught on the ragged edges of sprung planks and tips of rusting nails.

The somnolent moan of the tide harmonizes
with the fine rustling grass skirt of palm in the breeze just over the berm.

The deposited waves rush back to the sea
tumbling shell fragments, sea glass and paint chips –
like tiny maracas.

The thick mingling smells of palm husks, sea grass, and salt
condense in the matted locks of her hair –
which waltzes impersonally with the ripped canvas –
flapping like the torn tips of an unwilling pirates pantaloons.

Even as every wave lifts and hoists a piece of the weathered wood out to sea,
the sand laden, slumbering mass reminds her
of bright white sails catching the wind,
and the glistening blue bow
cutting through the water with a hiss
the lively vessels wake reflecting a burning orange sun
melting on a curved blue horizon
Free to be on its own on the endless ocean –
beginning only on this beach.

Ironically, unable to renew itself,
This sage of a sail boat is a modern statement
to a pair of displaced romantics,
For now, parted by the ocean.
Unable to lose each other along the way,
Their love, is like this boat.

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Alone

Photo at Midnight

Photo at Midnight

Alone, I create the perfect pose,
I’ll sew a bounty of unheard prose.
So proud of my cups, so magnificent
Ornate, but filled with discontent.

We look for toads and kettle bearers
and the quenching kiss of wayfarers,
Who catch the drops of saccharin rain
In hand formed vessels thrown in pain.

Love does not pour from Grecian urns
But is the absence in what we believe;
Embrace all you have and are able to give
than all you’d hope to receive.

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So Close

It won’t be that much longer then
Just another lost day as dusk roles in
And the sun exhales long shadows
From a heart red far horizon.

I know getting too close to anyone
Is something you could not bear
But I’d not be here alone writing this song
Were it not for the company of your being there.

Because being close to you,
is the furthest thing on my mind…
and getting ahead of myself (with you)
just leaves us farther behind.

I’ve watched the endless pageantry
From the curbside like a child
These rock-a-by days as I drift off to sleep
Tracing the softening curves of your smile.

It’s way too close to a memory
Too close to a once-upon a lifetime chance
You’ll both forever hear the music,
But never again get so close…
close enough to dance.

I never thought I’d get this far
was the furthest thing on my mind…
When she left, I was sure it was me
Being left behind.

And the buildings press against the streets
Etched through New York City
When the sky goes cobalt blue
and your eyes go soft as the stars peak through,
That’s as close as I’ll need to get
That’s close enough to feel you.

Just promise to keep your distance
From the hopes you’ve left behind
And love within in yourself,
What another lover seeks to find.

 

 

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Those Who Cannot Trust – Who Fear Love

A forest is felt more at night
than seen by day
The saplings of fears grow in the darkness
into tall trees that we climb
to see stars above the canopy.

Through the obsidian blackness,
an occasional beam of light
threads its way between the trunks
to scintillate within our wincing eyes.

Somewhere, the glint of that reflection
is seen by another… then lost.

The torch you carry
does not provide the light
by which you search,
but by which you are found.

If you keep it glowing,
fueled through self awareness,
your light will become the glint in the eyes
of another.

Your source and it’s reflection
connect through the narrowest of passages.
Walk through your darkness eyes open
a single ray of gratitude can
rival a constellation of stars.

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Infinite Paths, But One Way to Go

There are infinite paths,
all of which are only crossing briefly at a point.
It is best to make each encounter count,
each breath last,
but always stay on your path.

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Theory of Creation

Why do we sometimes lose focus on those we care about, and obsess with the reasons why others don’t care about us. When process overcomes reason, when gentle gradations become black and white, when you no longer value HOW you do something because WHAT you do cannot be valued by others…you have become a machine. We as humans are not manufactured, we are created…so it is our nature to create, everything around us…good or bad. Please, go back and find the inner source of your creativity, and you will find the oneness of “how” and “what.” You cannot produce if you cannot care for yourself. You have no greater value than that unto yourself…create where it is you choose to go, and your path will appear for all to follow.

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Autumn Left a Note

She mounted the breeze
That shook the trees
Bringing our love to its knees.
“I’m not jaded,
Please look at me,
Look deeply and say goodbye,”
She rustles the rust from the waving limbs,
“…Here’s your beloved azurite sky.”

It’s raining saffron and crimson leaves
As Autumn throws on her coat
She’s gone again,
And all I have
Are the tears she left on this note.

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Veterans Day 2011

Sadly, half as many more U.S. servicemen and women were killed on our own soil during the Civil War as were killed in World War II. I am certain in retrospect that not one loss of a single life in any war effected a change that wasn’t in some way deeply regretted. This regret ripples and amplifies through time. With little heed to it’s lesson. The biggest conflict in world history is that which teeters on the thin edge of our individual consciousness…balancing between what is in our hearts and minds and the power of the masses armed with bullets and bayonets … It is the political ideology of winning that makes the loss of life most easily accepted – we will forever lose the war – so long as a battle is won.

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Belletristic Bellicose

The following poem is inspired by FB friend Aaron Cook (a brilliant and witty thinker and writer) who posted this picture and caption…

“Hand,foot-less man accepts fate, slowly descends into Hell….I used to know a bellicose man that, when laughing, sounded like he was downing, choking or gargling keys from an old “Oliver” typewriter. Each is tone-spicific. Whith enough typewriters and strident type-set vomitus, I’ll write the great American novel. It’s like reading tea leaves. But I say too much again…. Now I will go light a candle to Mr. Mani-Pedi.”
As with many things I’ve written, I took it a bit further in “Belletristic Bellicose”

I used to know a bellicose man
Who each day fought for a line
That led to the sputum Of an American Novel
Gagging, “Once upon a time.”

His pen slashed at sub-consciousness
Enter sanguine patriot
Sinew torn and bleeding ink,
Till all but exsanguinate

His body stripped of ebullience
Yet all the more cantankerous
The mind ascends the spoils of Men
In a porridge of type-set vomitus

A tempest blows from the open novel
of a periphrastic angry man
That snuffs the lantern at Dante’s door
Without lips or a foot or a hand.

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